R.I.P DRUMLINE.

so. tomorrow is our LAST drumline competition of the 09-10 season !
i'm excited, yet sad all at the same time. i dont' want it to end. but, i want to win!
it's championships, and i'm worried that we'll get last or something. we'll just have to go all out!
but...yeah junior high drumline is over. it's depressing to hear those words, but it's reality. i' truly am going to miss everybody. i have to make a note to myself that i'll visit all the time. i'll miss the scrubs, and just being with the WHOLE ensemble, together. rehearsing. it's a memory i'll never forget. the sad part is, i think today's rehearsal was...overall depressing. Everyone was depressed, and had personal problems, and they let it affect them in rehearsal. I hope tomorrow, everyone stays focused, and pushes all their problems to the side during the performance and just MAX it out ! even if we get last, if i know we had a great show, i'll be satisfied. would it be nice to have a gold medal? yes. but it doesn't matter as long as we all beilive we played well. after tomorrow, there is still ayala showcase, chinohillshigh showcase, our third rally, and banquet. These should be fun (: but they just wont be the same. The feeling that theirs competition out there, and your fighting for  something, is gone. R.I.P 2009-2010 Drumline Season. "The Tree"

MAY 10-14; is ayala clinics. and i'm SO FUCKING SCARED.
i really REALLY really REALLY want to make ayala, and i dont know what i'll do if i dont.
i have to work real hard for it. since, ryan is a freaking prodigy and might make FRONT ENSEMBLE.
and then theres like one more spot left, and like 4 more people trying out. i really have to try. try HARD.
im scared. because, drumline is like a passion of mine, and i dont know what i' would do if i had to wait a whole nother school year till i can do it agian. i hope this quote is true, "Practice makes Perfect."
i'll have to practice my hardest, and hope the insturctors see what i can become.