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today was an ordinary day. nothing special.
except we had a really whack schedule. it wasn't that baad.
HMMM, i really need to go shopping. but that's gonna happen
this saturdaaay ! i'm going accesory shopping with jamieelee <3
&then we'll come home and have some FUNFUNFUN !
so, afterschool i had drumline PRIVATE LESSONS.
and JENNIE CHANG came ! i'm so glad she's going to ayala now .
i missed her sososomuch. but, i'm kinda scared because. there is about
five us trying out for mallets. and they are only taking TWO. but then again,
ryan started to get my hopes up by telling me that they might EXPAND the pit and battery. meaning that they will get more equipment which means they will take moree peoplee ! hopefully this is true. MAN, ayala excercies are pretty touch. Scales are confusing because the old scales that i know and have been playing for two years are like, stuck to me. The muscle memory i have from that, is NOT helpig me with learning the ayala scales. LEGO BLOCKS. it's a funn excercise. i like it (: but the triplet part keeps throwing me off. aish. and i still have to learn the notes for the next part. FRIED RICE, hehehe, what a funny name. it's a LATERAL excerice. dislikedislikeDISLIKE. anyways, clinics are TWO weeks away! and auditions are THREE weeks away! i have to work my ass off to get into that toppp gold medalist school. enough about drumline, on to maah friends. idk, i feel like everyone is hating on me. like literally, the 3 people i thought i was closest too, and like two other people, are giving me this vibe that they just dont wanna be near me. maybe, we weren't meant to be bestfriends. idontknow. i guess time can only tell. and this one other girl, me an her are TIGHT. i like her haha. but, she's not going to AYALA so yeah that sucks. but me and her will keep in touch! i hope haha. jamielee will always be my bestfriend, but idk. we aren't in the same group of friends, or have mutual friends, so it might be a little hard. i guess i'll wait till highschool to find that ONE bestfriend. but who knows when that will happen. i guess when it comes to friends right now...it sucksass.
i'll give it some time. not get so paranoid and whatnot. anyways, i'm tired.
it's ten'oclock. i played wii fit plus, and i need to study for the civil war test tomorrow. ugh.
well goooodnight !