EXHAUSTED.

today was such a long day. i am exhuasted, but i thought i'd blog about my thoughts before i go to bed.
so today was SHOWCASE. and we totally crashed and burned the performace, but that's okay cause it wasn't judged. it was supposed ot be fun. & of course i watched AYALA. they are supergood . i hope i get there this fall. CHINO highschool was also very very goood. and i finally have some respect for the colorguard. they are very talented, and go through lots of hard work for a good show. so props to colorguard. HMM, i've noticed that, when your in pit and you play some really cool part/solo or anything, people don't clap. they dont even care. but when your in battery and you play something REALLY SMALL that gets their attention, they go crazy. so unfair. but it's alright, i love the part i play, and as long as i feel like it was great, i will be fine. auditions! i'm scared, terrified actually. i really want to make it in. OH, and the bunny today made no effort to say hello. I shouuldn't anticipate so much huh. I mean, he's like HIM. something unattainable. i guess older people, dont dig younger girls. oh well. he can just be my eyecandddy x) i dont mind that eitheer haha. whatelse, OH, i'm still freakingout over somethings, and i'm hoping for the best. but i can't control what people think, or do. i just hope she keeps her word, and means what she said.

otherwise, my arms are SORE and i am TIRED.
so goodnight to anyone who actually reads this pointless thing.