as of right now,

life is gettting BETTTTER.
life is actually pretty good <3
i have realized my TRUE friends, and the ones that will most likely stay till the end .
As for school, i just wanna get to highschool already. I'm sick and tired of junior high!
Drumline clinics are really helping me get ready for my audition. But i'ma be scared for the audition anyways cause i have HUGE stage fright. i freeze up, and i just suckass in front of people. But, let's hope for the best!
Hmmm, boy. i'm done. over you. i'm sick and tired of getting my hopes up and then having them crushed right after. you may not realize it, but it does hurt. so i'm done. buhbye. -CELINEHIGHFIVE!-
but you OTHERBOY. damn, your hotHotHOT x) but yourlike WAAAAAAY out of my league so i'll just have you as my eyecandy (: i would try and get you, but i have NO IDEA on how too flirt, and i already know i'm not your type, so yeah. haha. yourhot. OKAY enough of that! Hmm, life is really unfair dont you think? Pretty people have such great advantages. Why did i have to get my daddy's manly features -_- (bulky hands, wide feet, BIG LONG HEAD, BIG TALL NOSE) ugh. i wanted my mom's feminine features, but my brother got them. so.messed.up. but honestly, i think everyone just needs to find a boy that loves them for their flaws. You dont want to change yourself for a guy, have him like you for you.
Hmmm, i really need to stop biting my nails. My hands are ugly as fuck haha. And the callouses from drumline aren't helping very much. schools out in a month! i ordered my dress online, it's going to come soon. I'm scared it might be too short. PLEASEBEAPPROPRIATE. hahah. The WEATHER. goodness, it's kinda sorta ALOT HOT. but then it goes quite cold. so i'm getting sick + allergies. not good. well that's all for today ! my goal is to GETINTOAYALA'SDRUMLINE. stop being so SHY. stop beineg INSECURE. and GROW MY BANGS OUT. ugh, i hate my haircut -___-