insecure.

i dont know why; but i'm reallly really really SUPER insecure these days.
honestly, i feel super shitty next to other people, and feel super ugly.
maybe it's me just noticing it now, or maybe it's all in my head.
but it's getting to me. i dont know what to do.
actually, i do know what to do.
there's just obstacles in my way.
and normally, i'm not this insecure.
and i think part of the reason i'm so insecure
is because of a certain someone.

ughughfmlughugh.